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yeah basically was up on some fights with gsp and superbowl with pittsburgh then i made a pact that i would leave for awhile after that but winning got addictive. So i continued and lost a few and i remember losing a good 2 grand on dwight howard dunk contest.. after that it was up and down for awhile but the problem with me is I just chase losses and it gets me deep in a hole, such as this. Really its all in your mind because a couple of months after your finace is changed and not reflective upon this you wont really feel it but right now does it fucking hurt man .. its fucking me up i hate it.